Tim’s theory on emotion part 1.

I presume you have heard the fraise “be fruitful and multiply”.

Imagine a disk jockey at a disco. (I presume you have never been to a disco). This disc jockey sets the mood in the room by setting the music. The goal of the jockey is to keep people dancing. He/she wants the dancing to continue because they get more tips that way. (some amount of he tips put in the jar at the drink counter go to the jock. )

Now imagine that this jockey does not have to work though music to set emotion but can do so directly. This jockey wants you to be fruitful and multiply.

I think that there is a second conciseness in the human mind that sets emotion. A caveman. Who only wants you to follow it’s fraise. The fraise is not the same all ones life. It changes with puberty and children. The reason I say this is the emotions of a child are different than those of a teen are different from those of a parent. I have never been a parent and do not remember childhood so I can only tell you the teenage command. I also think it is different based on gender. I think that some peoples emotion jockeys stress fruitful more and other people’s jockeys stress multiply. Some people are better a at resisting their emotions than others. And some people jockeys are better integrated into there minds. I think that my emotion jockey is badly integrated. Here is why.

Before I got depressed I was trying to move away from humans. I wanted to lock myself in a room and program. This was very against the second directive, so the emotion jockey put on despair and cranked the volume. It nearly killed me. I remember in summer 2005 I when 3 days without seeing a single person. When I went outside and saw the neighbors kids playing tag. The jockey turned on happy so high I started giggling uncontrollably. I think this kind of insensitivity that my jockey shows means that said jockey is somewhat removed from my concise mind and can’t see the logical reasons why overdoing emotion is bad. When you get mad you don’t think of logical reasons so your jockey keeps cranking anger. But when you do see a logical reason not to be angry your jockey stops right?, because your jockey can see into your mind. Mine doesn’t.

Two types of emotional lack of control.

1. The jockey does not see that it is being stupid because it has no view of the reasoning portion of the mind.
2. The reasoning part of the mind gets swept away by emotion so it does not even try to come up with reason an emotion is insane.